Two

Two sides I am sure.. I have only heard one.
Just heartsick and prayerful.
I wish the best and all the happiness in the world.

Feeling

I feel...and absorb and sometimes it sucks
A friend is going through something that i don't want to fathom
they are suckerpunched and lost...
and I hurt for them... thoughts are not leaving my mind
so here I am at 3am unable to sleep.
I just want to shake and wake them up...
WHAT are you doing?
So I blindly write...I guess my subconscious is angry, no?!

too easy to leave and you'll try to forget
your running this space of arrogant discontent
and you rival the red that is perched on your shoulder
while the other devours the trail of perverse desire
and you still won't know the reflectious stare
cause the mirror angles to everywhere
and looking around to find your soul..realize
it cannot be traced with carbon and lead
who would have thought it would come to this
high school tragedy, but your still not the cool kid
so trip up the stairs, go through the motions
excessive, covetousness... cruel intentions

OK... emptied my mind for a bit... going to bed
and I pray that these people find peace and find what they are looking for...