Play the cards your dealt...

Hey Hey...
So much soul searching.
So much realization of who people really are.
Even if they are close... who they are to you....
who knows.
Dissapointed.
Grateful for what I do have.

Everything Zen...

WOW...I have learned so much of myself the past couple of days...and I am so much stronger.
I have learned to appreciate myself.
My views, values...my own.
I meditate everyday..quiet with my very own mind, strengthening and getting to know myself.
Its nice.
I am pretty cool.
You are too.
I see good in everyone...even if they let me down, there is more good that bad.
The negativity I am faced with give me knowledge and growth to reach and stretch for goodness.
What is right...
Thou shalt not judge.
God be with you...wherever you find your faith or strength...go for it.
Feel it all...let it flow and breath.
You will feel so much better.
I am strong. I feel so good today.
Being the bigger person...the one who can rise about and not feed into the fear and hate.
God be with all of the lost...all of us still searching.
May you find peace.

Finding Strength...

WOW...What a day...
started great...storm cloud came in..changed my view...
feel lighter, grieving...but I feel strong...with pangs of weakness...but finding myself
and understanding this is part of my journey. I pray for them. I wish them clarity and peace.
Things got happier with long awaited VERY good news...so happy for my dear friends...
Then my hero and best friend, opened his wing and held me tight (I LOVE YOU)...with my little angel bringing me smiles.
So this day...forever changed my life, was 90% beautiful....shot, as lucky and blessed as I am...make that 99%.

Ty is definitely a gift from God...how honored and blessed I am to be his Mom.